if only i could.....

this few days i kept having dreams that are so realistic. those that might happen, those i wished it will come true and those which are my greatest fear. what's happening to me.....

well tomorrow is my third paper and looking back i think i really don't have the courage to look at my results when it comes out.... i really don't like the phrase "what if..." but somehow, it just kept ringing in my ear, crossing my mind....

rainbow make me happy....:) sometimes i really wonder what it signifies and what's exactly beyond the rainbow.... is there an end to the rainbow? if so what can i expect to find....

sail me to the horizon
sail me far
sail me to a place call home...

　　














缘分天使Triangel
　传说中爱神有两支箭，一支金箭，一支银箭，金箭是用来帮助有缘份的人们，而银箭则是专门用来破坏缘份的，于是爱神派出了一个天使来阻止银箭，守护人与人之间的缘份。这个天使就是“爱之神”（Triangel）。
　 　相传在公元前二世纪的古罗马，有一位善良的女孩和她的男朋友相爱，后来男孩被青蛙魔女勾引，魔法使他渐渐 地冷落了女孩。女孩整天坐在窗前哭泣，真情最终感动了上苍，天上的众神令仙鹤叼着这个玩偶——爱之神，放在她的床前，青蛙魔女终于露出原形逃走了，男孩又 重新回到女孩的身边。
　　这只来自意大利著名的手工玩偶“爱之神”在其本土深受喜爱。现在，意大利的女孩喜欢将这个爱之神放在自己的房间里，让她 /他守护着自己。据说拥有这个Triangel娃娃的人，就能找到和她最有缘分的爱人。只要把娃娃放在自己房间的任何一个地方，这份缘分就会随之而来，永 远不离开你！

cool right... haha but i don't really like dolls though... they are kinda scary....

someone once told me, life is just like chocolates. though you have many flavours but at the end of the day, you still feel the same sweetness deep down in the heart... was pondering over this sentence this whole day.... felt kinda emo after that... i must be going crazy bleah....

is more than meets the eye always remember that....

i swear i love wei xin.... haha don't get me wrong i am straight... it is just that my alignment for my blog is finally back to normal all thanks to her.... to think i spent like one hour on it while she only took 15 mins..... stupid hazynut rarr...
hazy i officially hooked on crunchyroll..... just found out that it has perpetually everything i want... better than youtube in fact haha.... damn.... i should seriously isolate myself from civilisation man... i am not gonna start studying properly like this.... esp when i am only left with 10 days to my first paper bleah...... exams stinks

argh.... i am so fed up... spent one hour on my blog skin cos i can't seem to get it correct why!!! saw some of other blogskin but the alignments are like disastrous so have to end up using this which looks at least normal..... nvm shall change it again after exams....

went for the last skating on sat... had only like 3 hours of sleep the previous night all thanks to my stupid brother.... felt like dying during skating cos my brain was totally not working. didn't go for urban that day!!! SORRY XIN!!! i literally died on the bus after tim alighted. studied for stats and pf on sun..... went to buy hp with my bro and i saw a phone that made me drool!!! it is so cool la... but it is like close to 500 bucks..... so i guess i have to wait argh....
exams are like coming is less than 3 weeks time. time to get down to some serious work le!!!! shall shut myself off from all distractions....... i looking forward to the next skating session as i really want to go urban...... hope by then my toe tails would have recovered.... i am like getting more and more blood clots in my toe nails OUCH!!!!

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am really going mad!!!!!!!!!!! wHY DID I LAND MYSELF INTO THIS PROJ GROUP!!!!!!!!!! NOW I HAVE TO CHURN EVERYTHING OUT OF NOTHING..... I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY CAN'T SHE JUST TAKE SOME EFFORT TO DO HER PART..... EVEN IF IT IS JUST A TWEENY WEENY BIT.... GOSH.... I SWEAR I GOING TO SUFFER FROM INTERNAL INJURIES IF THE PROJ IS NOT GOING TO END SOON.... SOMEDAY.... I GUESS I WILL FLARE UP IN FRONT OF HER...... LONG NIGHTS AWAITING!!!! SHE IS REALLY TOO MUCH... CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE..... DAMN AT THIS RATE I DEFINTIELY HAVE TO GIVE SAT'S SKATING A MISS IF NOT HOW AM I GOING TO FINISH WRITING THE STUPID BUSINESS REPORT AND STUDY MY STATS TEST......... I THOUGHT THAT AFTER THE LAW PROJ I WILL AT LEAST HAVE MORE FREE TIME... BUT SEEMS LIKE I AM EVEN MORE PACKED. ALL THANKS TO THIS FREE LOADER.....