i am really sorry guys.... i forgot to check my duty rooster.... actually i am ableto make it for bbq on thur..... cos i got off on fri..... damn it.... i actually reported for work.....and my supervisor was so shock to see me..... but anyway.....i think i was a lesson learnt... people learn from their mistakes don't they.... being a cashier freaks me out..... the amount of money i have to handle each day is really... whoa.... it really stresses me out.... though i like my job.... i just can't help getting irritated by the people every single time..... feel like strangling them.... always cause us to get into trouble.... but well... i think all kinds of jobs are like that...........
i am beginning to love my job..... though it is very risky as it concerns money..... i need to go back for another day of training.... to finish up my 3 days course...... i seriously dread going queenstown.... it is freaking far away from my house...... i tried serving customers.... i was damn nervouse everytime....... a i am afraid of double scanning the items..... esp when i am not using my own account.... i don't want my senior cashiers to get scolding cos of me.... naever mind... practise make perfect....... i will get use to it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! gambate!!!!!!!!!!!!
i finally got a job!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yea!!!!!!!!!! thought the pay is not that good but i dont need to travel... so i save on my transport fee and my lunch i can always call my mum out and ask her to pay..... the job requires one to be real fast.... and it is very busy.... sometimes don't even have time to PEE!!!!!!!!!! but anyway.... i always feel that when one is unlucky enough not to get a job.... not a single job will come to you... but once you get one job all the jobs will come to you and one better than another..... WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so unfair right ahahah......
somehow i feel that having younger brothers are not irritating afterall..... recently he has lobangs for jobs and he is counting me in..... so i really hope i can really get a job real soon..... it is a lot better than going out to search for jobs which is not easy nowadays...... maybe i am picky.... that's why i am still jobless.... or maybe i am just unlucky..... can anyone pass me some of their luck!!!!!!!!!!!!
went for ms low's wedding today.... felt very happy for her and she looks so pretty... quite sad that i forgot to ask my dad for the camera.... didn't get to capture the sweet and touching moments.... for a moment i thought it is not that bad to get marry afterall.... i love the part when miss low was coming into the sanctuary.... cos it was not the usual wedding march..... instead her husband sang while she walked in..... how sweet and romantic was that.... but i find the tribute and vows a bit mushy... things that will never ever come out of my mouth...... but nvm as long as they like it it is fine..... after today... ms low is known as mrs ho... i find it kinda weird or maybe i am just not use to calling her that..... it just sounds like another person to me though it is still just her......
i loathe staying at home nowadays. though my dad didn't really say anything and seem supportive about me looking for jobs... i can sense his disagreement.... i just don't see the link between me lookinf for jobs and practicing the stupid piano....not like i am not going to practise it as now i have all the time under the sun. and it is not like if i atart working i will not touch my piano anymore..... i dread being at home.... cos all i can do is play paino, read books and watching tv...... i am rotting!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hate my life now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
after watching the disc aloy gave during grad last night.... it made me cried...... i remembered alot of the times we spent with the class.... all the wonderful times.... i really wish we can go back to then..... but time does not go back don't it...... we have to move on...... they are deep buried in my heart always......
it was grad last night.... whoa... everyone looks so beautiful last night my gosh..... i dread wearing heels..... my feets ached like crazy. i dread wearing make-up.... the make up process is fine but it is when i have to remove my makeup. damn irritating. just coulden't get the stupid glitters off my face and eyes.... and my dad happily threw away my cleansing lotion and i am left with only the toner to remove the make up which is not suppose to...... it was indeed quite a memorablt night.... i felt quite sad after that as i was not allowed to go pubbing with them.... i felt like a cinderella la.... have to be home like before 12am..... so irritating..... hope they had fun pubbing......