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hmmm... now i shall really do my reflection, what's my greatest and saddest moments in my past 19 years....
oh well, frankly speaking i didn't achieve much during my childhood days, i just spent most of my times in front of the piano. i guess the greatest moments were playing the stupid piano in Raffles City and achieving grade 8 when i was like Pri 5... i guess when you were young you tend to enjoy what you do more than when you are older cos at that time you were still to young to understand many things.... and that was the times when i really enjoy myself playing the piano and learning music though the process is kinda tormenting.
Spent my entire sec and jc life in band.... it was sec 3 when i achieved my first SYF award and i burst into tears due to happiness when the result was being announced. although it was just a silver, i fell really proud as in knew my efforts paid off. I got my second SYF award when i was in j2 and i got gold.... i was happy but the feeling wasnt the same as what i felt in sec3... prob cos it was the second SYF, or cos the gold was kinda expected.... no matter what it was one of the greatest moments in my life...
My life in CJ is the most memorable!!!!!!! Great friends and fond memories. thanks to my beloved 2T38 who gave me support along the way and i really hope that we can once again win the best homeclass of the year.... I missed the times when we had random gatherings in town after school and the fun we had in sentosa and east coast... kinda regretted not taking more photos as they really bring back memories...
Oh not forgetting the banders... you all are really a great group of ppl.... esp my flute section, weemin, sara and wen seng etc...
that's basically my greatest moments esp those in CJ!!!!!!!!!!!
my saddest moments was when my grandma past away when i was pri 3.... she died when i was in school and i didn't get to bid the last good bye.... till today, i mourn and miss her dearly... my maternal grandpa past away last year and that was my second blow.... the two weeks in hospital was really tormenting and i spent most of my time in the hospital.... the sight of him struggling to breathe properly breaks my heart.... when he finally passed away all i could do was to whisper into his ears and told him to be happy.... maybe i am just being paranoid... i wake up every morning now fearing that i am going to lose my maternal grandma anytime... but i deep in my heart i know i have to face the blow eventually
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