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man.... i really hate my piano lessons. somehow i have lose my passion for it... i don't want to play pieces just for exams...... but well...... that's what my dad wants me to.... at least he didn't force me to resume my theory courses.... that's always the worst part....
birthday is tomorrow... but i don't really feel that it is my birthday.... not because i have no celebrations or no presents... i do have celebrations and presents form my parents and friends... but it is like this year i don't really bother about it....esp when you know you are growing older..... sigh... hazel is feeling old.... my colleuges asked me whether i will still be workinf there after i enter uni... cos is like i can just go don't there once or twice during the weekends just to help out... since by the time i will be the confirmed employee... and my collueges are really nice people....i myself do wish i can continue working there during weekends as long as it does not affect my studies should i go uni.... anyway i will need more money by then.... working can earn me the extra buck for me to spend on stuff that i like....... well we shall see.....
the news of my brother having to either retain or go poly is tormenting my parents.... the atmosphere at home now is really weird and tense..... well, i shall just keep my mouth shut.......
hazel is sick for two weeks... and i still refuse to take MC.... (what a good employee)...thinking back when i was schooling.....i will be at home resting when i am at this state.....but i know i can't and i wouldn't want to... somehow working has allow me to become stronger, tougher and more responsible for my own actions.......
i just realise it is just less than 3 weeks to CNY and i am not feeling it!!!!!!!! i just don't feel the festice atmosphere....... anyway nowadays there's no such things as festive atmosphere anymore...... every one faces the same routine evey year..... and you get to see people that you hardly know or keep in contact....... they will start asking you stuff that you wouldn't want to answer...... but the best things of CNY is always the FOOD and ANG BAOS muhahahah.... i lose weight ever since i started working... so i can salvage the CNY goodies this year!!!!!!!!
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