i loathe staying at home nowadays. though my dad didn't really say anything and seem supportive about me looking for jobs... i can sense his disagreement.... i just don't see the link between me lookinf for jobs and practicing the stupid piano....not like i am not going to practise it as now i have all the time under the sun. and it is not like if i atart working i will not touch my piano anymore..... i dread being at home.... cos all i can do is play paino, read books and watching tv...... i am rotting!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hate my life now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!