always wanted to update my blog... but couldn't find the time to..... so i decided to update it before concert......qing ming always makes me sad.... guess i still misses my grandma alot.... i always thougth that time will makes this feeling die away..... but it proves otherwise.... sense of loneliness always creeps in when i am in band or wil the banders...... i wonder..... concert was okay... 1812 was kinda screwed.... we played like shit.... it was supposed to be the highlights and finale..... but hmmm... anyway is over..... here comes the mugging spree and preparation for thailand.....
something is going on and is happening..... i sense an impending storm... this feeling is getting stronger every single day..... i think i will break down very soon.... i don't know how to put it.... but i know something is just not right and not the same anymore.......