a worried child *
i feel really like the flowing of the water... i do not have a single idea where i am heading towards.... the sense of loneliness has return.... feel like being left alone again..... just in one corner..... starting to get very worried after getting back my cts results...... worried for everything esp gp and my sciences...... haiz.... i really don't think i will be able to sail through a lvl's.... damn sad..... got sore eyes..... damn freaking painful.... and itchy.... and everything.... don't understand why.... ever since band chalet..... i don't feel even closer to the band members.... in fact..... i feel i am even further away from them..... prefer to stay alone from them or even isolate myself and stay away from them.... just don't feel right or comfortable anymore...... don't feel like talking anymore..... i think its just me....
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