honestly speaking i am not in my best of mood today.... firstly i am sick.... everything gets on my nerves... plus i really want to forget what i had predicted....but i can't..... this is really my saddest day man.... through simple stuff one can know how unsignificant or important one is in peoples' heart.... but i have to admit that.... the world is too big... everyone is as unsignificant. in fact very...... i guess i really want to be alone..... left alone in a corner....just like what i used to be....